pieces from dark side of the moon (february 2011)

i thought i knew what is better but i was wrong.. all my behave were about my self-anger which reflected to you to blame.. forgive me.. i am ruining everything around me.. no good at least for a simple plant.. cause i have no enough power to do anything or object .. that's why i wanna go to the furthest away maybe.. so i will.. but at first i need  you all to  forgive me.. i am the worst cause if i look i saw i realised and i cared but did not do anything but complaining..  here my punishment.. am still all alone like you cant imagine, chewing my soul like a tobacco till sedated my brain to sleep...