güneş enerjisi

kertenkele gibi koltuğun güneş gelen yerlerine uzuvları sermek bugün günlerden.. elleri ve düşünceyi serbest bırakıyorum.
içimde sakin bir ses.. güzel manzaralara kuş bakışı.. her şey yolunda diyor.. her şey yolunda diye tekrar ediyorum.. kendime karşı acımasız olduğum zamanlarda azarladığım ellerimle ellerimi çiziyorum yeniden yeniden beğenmeyip yeniden.. sessizce bekleyen..
ıslık kanat su damlası ve yeşil koku.. tatlı serin, olgun.. uçuşan şeytan tüyleri ve meleğimsi tozlar..  o kadar sakinim ki uykuya bakıyorum tam sırtımda, güneşin yaktığı yere oturmuş.. ağırlığı giderek yavaşlatıyor beni.. rüyamı bekliyorum........

ielts

yazamıyorum ak işte ingilizce.. ne yazsam yalan geliyo yapmacık geliyo gözüme.. nası alcaz o puanı da bilemiyorum.. biraz daha okuyalım en iyisi..

issue

I dont like writing in english.. everything I write seem fake.. I can't make jokes. I'm not able to describe exactly what I mean. and when i read what I write they all look strange cause they are not my toughts. They are a immature older ladys bullshits.. not my toughts but my writings.. I nevertheless keep trying. I have to..

elephants and grass

I want to scream sometmes.. I am heeereeeeeeee.. I don't know why or for who.. sometimes I am chocking.. feel like weed.. you know don't you?

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dude

I have to learn how to fly first... I know how to fall. and i aint no fool dude :)

roots

roots my friend, roots.. if you don't consider, you have to fall on to the grass by first wind...

close your eyes

I want to stay with my toughts..
  this fight is eternal with myslef I guess..
now... what about future? what can I do for you, hopeless enormous humankind?
I'm gonna have essential conditions to rise a child and I am gonna adopt one.. I would love to have a chocolate skin artist one.. hahaha there was a TV show when I was a child, the speaker used to announs the next singer if he/she was a black, chocolate skin artist Sharon Jones..... hah.. dont be that much kind.. why are you mentioning about skin colour anyway?
today its fullmoon again.. and I am in period again..happy women workers day then.. damn.. why are we even talking about it? I dream a world is sexuality is just mentioned when there is a need to be identify someone physicaly......
back to the future plans..
I have been thinking about that for a long time, what about create a volunteer nurse club and visit eastern Turkey regularly and give them family planning education.. basic cooking and hygen education.. like how to make cheese without salmonella.. like how to keep vegitables vitamins when cooking.. how to treat diarrhea...free...no politic or goverment support.. and books to children.. and theatre nights for them.. movie nights for them.. free music lessons.. and a jacket in winter.. an icecream truck in summer.. and we need a kurdish translater too..
no propaganda no comment.. just pure informartion.. information is gonna save us I think..
I realised that I see things and people dont see them in the same way I do..
I want to be inspired.. I want to be inspired. I want to be inspired by a song.. by an artist.. by a picture.. by a tree.. by intelligent blue eyes in an handsome face.. and I want to have him by my side.. not for me, for my side..
inspire me.. teach me.. show me.. tell me about your dreams.. tell me about things you hate.. warn me.. share with me.. cook for me.. ask me about my hate.. ask me about my passion.. try my clothes.. run with me.. beat me..