close your eyes

I want to stay with my toughts..
  this fight is eternal with myslef I guess..
now... what about future? what can I do for you, hopeless enormous humankind?
I'm gonna have essential conditions to rise a child and I am gonna adopt one.. I would love to have a chocolate skin artist one.. hahaha there was a TV show when I was a child, the speaker used to announs the next singer if he/she was a black, chocolate skin artist Sharon Jones..... hah.. dont be that much kind.. why are you mentioning about skin colour anyway?
today its fullmoon again.. and I am in period again..happy women workers day then.. damn.. why are we even talking about it? I dream a world is sexuality is just mentioned when there is a need to be identify someone physicaly......
back to the future plans..
I have been thinking about that for a long time, what about create a volunteer nurse club and visit eastern Turkey regularly and give them family planning education.. basic cooking and hygen education.. like how to make cheese without salmonella.. like how to keep vegitables vitamins when cooking.. how to treat diarrhea...free...no politic or goverment support.. and books to children.. and theatre nights for them.. movie nights for them.. free music lessons.. and a jacket in winter.. an icecream truck in summer.. and we need a kurdish translater too..
no propaganda no comment.. just pure informartion.. information is gonna save us I think..
I realised that I see things and people dont see them in the same way I do..
I want to be inspired.. I want to be inspired. I want to be inspired by a song.. by an artist.. by a picture.. by a tree.. by intelligent blue eyes in an handsome face.. and I want to have him by my side.. not for me, for my side..
inspire me.. teach me.. show me.. tell me about your dreams.. tell me about things you hate.. warn me.. share with me.. cook for me.. ask me about my hate.. ask me about my passion.. try my clothes.. run with me.. beat me..